Dean in Canada

I wish I could mentally prepare my self for stuff, like Dean leaving. Everyone would say "are you sad he will be gone a week?" "Well, no, cuz' he isn't gone yet. I can't feel stuff in my life until it is actually affecting me", that is what I would think before today. I tried to prepare myself mentally for his absence, but it just doesn't work for me. I'm sure it's some sort of disorder or something. BUT now that Dean has been gone for 6 hours, I FEEL IT! I miss him already.

Anne, Joyce , Angela, thanks SO MUCH for your donations! I know God is gonna do great stuff in and through Dean on this trip. You are all a blessing and I can not thank you enough.