Savin' Me

Since getting the news about Bradshaws birth mom deciding to keep him, I have really been going through this weird, very hard yet wonderful, painful time. I know, strange combination of adjectives but that's how I feel.

God has been doing incredible things in both mine and Dean's life lately. I have seen Dean grow more spiritually in this last year then ever before in our marriage. I appreciate so much more how insync him and I are in our lives vision and day to day desires. I am awe struck when I think what him and I both came from and what God has done with and in us. I know there is no other explanation for either of us being where we are BUT GOD. But while all this wonderfulness is going on, we are still in pain and the devil is trying his hardest to chip away at the wall.

I have the song "Savin Me" repeating on my CD player when I drive. I cry and I sing that song as a prayer. I don't care that it's a "secular" song, that song is a prayer!

".. All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'..."


Anonymous said…
Now thats what I'm talking about that's the best picture you have had.Except the boot one
grace said…
I believe these painful times are the MOST productive towards our spiritual growth....even though it SUCKS!!! ;)
love you!
Robin said…
Carole, the word says he is close to those of a broken and contrite spirit. Now is the time to press in even harder! A Dean analogy is two a days - or maybe in this case 3 a days. George.

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